There is something that is blocking me to be productive. I cant place my finger on it. It prevents me from thinking logically. It is preventing me from memorizing stuff.
It is not allowing me to do my assignments. I need help it seems. Or am I just being paranoid, because there is too much stress I cant handle?
I fear failure. I had an assumption that I was brilliant academically and that notion is shattering to pieces day by day.
I badly, badly need a break. Unfortunately, I won’t be getting that until after May, after the University trimester exams.
Then I’ll be going back to India in July.
Oh how I wish to lay my head on my mother’s lap! My heart earns for her gentle caress on my forehead, that chases all negative thoughts away.
Missing you very badly Mom 😥